i'm running into a lot of people, (lately its one specific type of people), that seem to think that I can automatically do as much tattooing as they want within a specific time period regardless of my own time constraints or physical requirements. I feel like they think, also, that they can design the tattoo better than me. in short, they are using me as a tool to get the tattoo that they want, but I have no personality in the interaction; I am simply a tool, like an app or something. Maybe thats where the attitude comes from, I don't know. But my physical self has limitations. I can no longer just do more drugs and tattoo for as long as it takes. so they're becoming upset with me. I don't care. theres nothing I can do other that what I can do. I don't know why people rush tattoos, or why they feel they have to have them in time for their vacations. tattoos take me a certain amount of time and effort, and I think I'm worth the time. I have to take that attitude to protect myself because if I do things their way I will be unable to tattoo soon. My back and my neck are that bad. I hate that I feel that I have to defend myself. I feel like I'm under siege. everyone wants something from me.